Especially for YOU

you always stand by your side and complaint this and that...

do you ever stand by my side and thinking for me?

I don't want to complaint anymore

Even I complaint anything or show that I'm unhappy otherwise I'm worried something

You never take some action to comfort me and take care of me....

Gradually I had become autistic

I locked my heart and wouldn't came into my deep heart

No matter how many times I tried to be open-minded

regardless how hard I trying to be your best

but at last just get hurt deeply.....

sometimes I doubt that aren't you don't really love me

maybe I'm just your play doll

It doesn't matter at all

Every time I near with other and seem ambiguous with them

then you will complaint many thing to me

If the situation swapped do you clear about my feels?

If you really know that then why you do so?

Jealous? not just the patent for woman only

Everyone saw their beau ambiguous with others sure they jealous or else getting angry and feel unhappy then started thinking that why they do so and many many question appeared

so do I start comparing myself with others

I keep thinking that I'm not good enough for you....

Meanwhile I will striving myself to upgrade myself

I can't lose cause I had nothing left

 I must fight for my future

my love my dreams !!!!!