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我是个超敏感的人

又挑剔...

什么事情在我眼里都会变得最糟的...

即使说的人没有恶意 但你却伤到了我的自尊

侮辱了我

真的感到很丢脸

我后悔！后悔很多很多事

但...也没用

再怎么后悔也不能当做没发生过

是该封闭自己 反省反省了...

再难过也是自找的

谁叫我不争气！

I am a sensitive person 

and fastidious... 

In my eyes everything would become the worst ... 

Even the people who criticize you do not maliciously but it hurt my self-esteem deeply

Insult me 

I am really ashamed 

I regret it! Regret many, many things 

But useless... 

No matter how regret am I, it cannot be used as has happened 

Is time to be autistic...reflect on my mistakes
Sorrow is also self-inflicted

who call me fail to live up expectations

ps:英语很差请勿嘲笑...................

ps:My english not good...pls dn laugh

CONFUSED囧

CNY....

just catch up to relatives...

the simplest interlocution is → wahh long time no see, more higher liao wor....blablabla...

but nowadays them caring about my education

Isn't that without study = dross

I really dislike study...

It make me tired...

I'm really no any motivation to continue study....

why must study??

without study not mean die....

I can do something I interested right??

I'm not a reading material...

don't waste too much of time on me...

I'm junk... =[

don't expect too much for me...

I don't know what should I do...

My relatives...my family...

they are hold great expectations on me...

they want me continue my education...

what should I do??

I really dislike study...

I'm got my own savor

I want to choose the path I like

I hope everyone will support me and encouraged me

3 Feb 11☠

一向来就不喜欢新年的到来...

每个新年都过得蛮不愉快...

不过该来的终究得来...

可能我的思想太"close"

放得不够开

一直在转牛角尖也说不定

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原本不易与人亲近的我

现在认识的人,事,物也越来也多了

真不懂怎么去面对

一句我太笨...

足已深深的伤了我

对！！！！！

我的确没有很聪明

我自己知道自己几斤重

笨也不是我想的啊

从自闭的从前走到现在

不是进步很多了吗？

为什么在你眼里

我总是做得不够好？

我需要的只是你的赞赏,你的认同！

你的鼓励！

而不是你一生生的辱骂

我不需要同别人比...

我只想同我自己比...

请勿拿我同别人作比较！！

愿今年有个快乐年！！

还是放空思想睡觉去...

晚安了...

☠Mood 2day

① "CHA BO" when I scold u har??
y everytime happened something then everyone will stand by ur side?
YUPZ my fault all my fault.....IF ur cup broken oso my fault
pls la....u have many helpful frenz...
don't broke their heart!!!
thm owes stand by ur side....haven't clear the situation...thn started to blame me

② I care about my reputation!! I'm nt ur dog!!
pls don't ever scold me with foul language
I have also self-esteem
scold ppl like tat doesn't humiliation??
u k ur reputation I'm k too
n tats wasn't 1st time....

③ yday nite...i almost cried
because of u!!
I'm feel tat I'm useless n helpless
I feel tat I'm nt importance to u
I'm blur....I'm don't knw wat u wan ad
y shud I sad??
I noticed myself don't shed tears for the sad
PLS don't ever hurt me

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Love this kind of thing, I can't afford
I'm tired!! If u r nt serious v me pls out of my view
I wanted ppl who caring n concern me
I needed ppl who truly love me

3Dec❤

又聚在一起啦❤
Gathering again...
今天去了图书馆
we go library today...
听起来很乖仔是不是？哈哈...
sounds like good boy??haha...
后来却变成来聚餐的
eventually become lunch party
终于找到了"角落"kado(如果没记错的话)
finally found "kado"
还真是很难找
queit difficult to find it...
在皇冠那一带哦...
around crown square threre :D
东西还不错吃的
pretty good things to eat
价钱也不会很贵
reasonable price...
价钱就懒惰标上去了...呵呵
lazy label the price...hehez

我们大佬吃的[阿廖]
our big bro[A liao]eat..
左边的是红酸梅冰沙，右边的是泰式鸡扒饭
red plum ice blended+thai chicken rice

我们的笨大姐吃的[阿雯]
our stupid big sis[A wen]eat...
卡布奇诺奶昔+烤鸡扒饭哦
cappuccino milk shake+grilled chicken chop rice

葡萄柚红茶+黑胡椒香脆鱼扒饭[阿晓]
grapejuice red tea+black pepper crispy fish fillet rice[A xiao]
ps:个人不是很喜欢鱼
actually im dislike fish :D haha

最爱的蘑菇羊扒饭...蜂蜜奶茶...哈哈好像很补
My lovely mushroom lamb chop rice...honey milk tea...
最后大家疯狂的一直照
Finally...we have been crazy taken photo
随便po几张...太懒惰了
upload a few random only...lazy to post it :D

yeah!!!又合照了
YEAH!!!capture 2gether

拍什么拍(╰_╯)#
capture who la/.\

追求自然...啊哈哈哈
pursuit of natural....ahhaha
帅啦!!!o(≧v≦)o~~
engtao la~~!!

傻大姐要求阿晓拍她
stupid sis asked XIAO to capture her...
表脸的说...哈哈
CIB la...haha


btw.......lynn"pang seh" us =[
nvm....must join us next time...if nt haha thn u die cham cham :D

27❤Oct

Birthday is same as ordinary day...nth special

Im really dn like B'day

If can I hope my B'day wnt come

Every year my birthday has nobody celeb v me

Tat kind of lonely cnt explain by a few words

MAYBE tats the reason y i hate my birthday...

I juz wan my family n frenz k me n concern me...

Im nt very greedy...

Bt y my wishes never comes true

Is tat difficult to accomplish it?

until ytd I juz realise tat...

I gt my friend...

Coz of u all greetings

ytd im slp very well

dreaming oso will laugh

I juz wanna to thank you all!!!

thx ah bi, 33, ws, ww, xw, lynn, tkm, n jason...

pro drawing skill :D

*lazy writing...=]

13 October❤

13 October..

gt wat big event??

tats was my mum b'day

I though I can do well

bt y im so shy to wish her a [HAPPY BIRTHDAY]

she is my mum

y im tat useless??
juz a greeting y I oso cnt spoke

I oso dn knw hw to chg my attitute

keep like tis I thk cnt survive in tis world

sumbody help me tats was I wan to said

bt nobody can help me if I din hv perseverance

I juz can said I hv a dark future

since I nt same v other normal guy

mum sorry

actually I hv a lot thg wan to tel u

I wan gv u a hug when gv u tat present

I wan kiss u...

bt I nt dare to do it

hw useless m I

sry mum

mk u keep worry abt me

2day was ur b'day

hv fun n enjoy ya ^^

I wil try my best to chg my mind