don't know when it start...
you seem blurry about me
so sad that you start to force me do this and that
you're never force me to do anything...
but now it's gonna change
even though that's not a hard thing
but how, nobody like to be forcing
now you all like United Party and conspiracy something!
what "he" said you must support and agree with him
and gradually I became transparent and then forgotten
well! maybe I'm just an outsider no kinship with you at all!!
don't force me to do what I dislike or don't want to do
feeling want to escape from this home
yet the exam is started now
I'm rush to do everything...
please don't distract me on my study
don't add any stress to me okay?
if not I'm might be crazy soon
maybe someday I had mental disorder and jump from the top of the building
if you like to force me then keep it up
someday I'm might accidently board on obituary pages
then you know what's happening lar? :X
I'm not joking if someone keep force me do what I dislike and felt desperation on me then I might commit suicide
hmm everything will past...cheer now :D
