Untitle...

我是个超敏感的人

又挑剔...

什么事情在我眼里都会变得最糟的...

即使说的人没有恶意 但你却伤到了我的自尊

侮辱了我

真的感到很丢脸

我后悔！后悔很多很多事

但...也没用

再怎么后悔也不能当做没发生过

是该封闭自己 反省反省了...

再难过也是自找的

谁叫我不争气！

I am a sensitive person 

and fastidious... 

In my eyes everything would become the worst ... 

Even the people who criticize you do not maliciously but it hurt my self-esteem deeply

Insult me 

I am really ashamed 

I regret it! Regret many, many things 

But useless... 

No matter how regret am I, it cannot be used as has happened 

Is time to be autistic...reflect on my mistakes
Sorrow is also self-inflicted

who call me fail to live up expectations

ps:英语很差请勿嘲笑...................

ps:My english not good...pls dn laugh

CONFUSED囧

CNY....

just catch up to relatives...

the simplest interlocution is → wahh long time no see, more higher liao wor....blablabla...

but nowadays them caring about my education

Isn't that without study = dross

I really dislike study...

It make me tired...

I'm really no any motivation to continue study....

why must study??

without study not mean die....

I can do something I interested right??

I'm not a reading material...

don't waste too much of time on me...

I'm junk... =[

don't expect too much for me...

I don't know what should I do...

My relatives...my family...

they are hold great expectations on me...

they want me continue my education...

what should I do??

I really dislike study...

I'm got my own savor

I want to choose the path I like

I hope everyone will support me and encouraged me

3 Feb 11☠

一向来就不喜欢新年的到来...

每个新年都过得蛮不愉快...

不过该来的终究得来...

可能我的思想太"close"

放得不够开

一直在转牛角尖也说不定

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原本不易与人亲近的我

现在认识的人,事,物也越来也多了

真不懂怎么去面对

一句我太笨...

足已深深的伤了我

对！！！！！

我的确没有很聪明

我自己知道自己几斤重

笨也不是我想的啊

从自闭的从前走到现在

不是进步很多了吗？

为什么在你眼里

我总是做得不够好？

我需要的只是你的赞赏,你的认同！

你的鼓励！

而不是你一生生的辱骂

我不需要同别人比...

我只想同我自己比...

请勿拿我同别人作比较！！

愿今年有个快乐年！！

还是放空思想睡觉去...

晚安了...